and it’s odd, because in my head I haven’t relapsed yet.
and im sorry that my boyfriend is going through a repeat of the past that rocked you. sorry that im going to be another one of those girls you wanted to love and that didnt get better.
Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is...– Edgar Allan Poe (via rosettes)
“im not fighting back as hard as i could because im torn. torn between wanting you off of me and wanting..well…the other one” i really really loved you
god im going to miss you. you were waiting for me to say that yesterday but i couldnt get the words out. even with our limbs laced together i have to strain to hear the rhythm in your chest. i said you didnt want to hear what i had to say. i wanted to tell you that when i first saw you i wanted to be with you and that the first time you took my hand i wanted to get better and to get clean. i would...
I wish I wasn’t a girl who needed so much but a little free creature that slept...– Francesca Lia Block (via rosettes)